2003-04-24 at 7:57 p.m.
I'm happy... I'm soo happy that I have no clue WHY I'm happy. Maybe it was that I had a scare about Daddy losing his job again yesterday and I totally gave it all to God, or maybe it was that I got to call Mike and he took me out before church to get my mind off it. I'm not sure exactly what put me in such a good mood, but the truth still remains. I'm happy.
Yesterday was bad, and I was home barely long enough to check in after school. I was afraid I'd have to move because Daddy was practically forced to leave his job. It made me mad, but I called Mike and talked to him and he took me out. My parents were okay with it because they adore Mike. We went to the park and played around, and then we ate and went to his house and watched part of Jonah before we were supposed to be at church at eight and then he brought me home at around 9:15 and kissed me good-night (and that was all, I promise) and I came in, took a bath, and cried. It was releasing. And this morning, I woke up in a splendiferous mood, and no one can seem to find out why. I think it's because **busts out singing** "I'm UNDER! Under the influence!!! I'm under, under the influence. I'm under the influence of love!!! I'm under Your sweet LOVE!!"
So, I hope that my happiness is contagious, even if I don't know why I'm so stinkin' happy!
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