2003-05-10 at 10:15 a.m.
We placed third at state. We beat the people who got third!
I'm scared that I won't know when the love of my life comes. I fell in love with Mike and now, I somehow don't think we're meant for each other.
Like I've said in my past entry, Sarah has been a pal. This week, since she's not in FCCLA, I was pretty much alone, but Jeni took me under her wing. She even told her boyfriend not to hang out as much since I was obviously hurting. And he didn't hang out as much as he does at school. He went with the rest of the guys and played stupid games and called girls rooms. A bunch of us walked to a movie theatre and watched X2. It was really good. I laughed a lot this weekend, but then I read a lot too and because I didn't want to get to thinking about him, I didn't listen to my SCC CDs but listened to Superchic[k] and that got me of to daydream land! Is there anything I can do to stop thinking about him?