I AM getting over him
2003-05-22 at 5:50 p.m.

It's tradition in this school, or so I've heard, for seniors to get out a week and a half early, so yesterday was Mike's last day of high school. I don't have to see him at school any longer. Is it so wrong for me to be happy? Graduation is next Saturday. I'll go, of course. It'll be hard since I could go as Mike's girlfriend. I know that's not true and for some reason, I don't think going out with him will ever happen again. I am beging to get this peace about it, like God wants something different of me. Is that so wrong?

Anyways, today I went the entire day with out really thinking about him. To some it may not seem like an accomplishment, but when you've spent eight months together and then broke up three weeks ago, it is a MAJOR accomplishment. I'm learning more about leaning on God.

I need to go. Sarah is coming over in ten minutes so that we can go out for dinner at the Pizza Place. I need to go change.

<>< Kenni

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