2003-07-19 at 11:03 p.m.
Sorry I've not written in a while. I went to camp last week. And I prayed a lot about Paul and I asked God if I was making a mistake to show me Paul's flaws and let me be disgusted. But I don't think it's a mistake that I am going out with him. I haven't been disgusted and Paul is still a complete gentlemen. He loves me in spite of my black eye. Ok, he hasn't told me that. He did tell me that he was praying for me. I'm praying for him too. He's so sweet, but I already told you that.
You see, I think God put me with Todd, Mike, and Paul to show me that I'm not who I am without them to mold my past, you know? It may seem a little psycho, I'm sure, but they have contibuted a lot to who I am.
Well, I need to go now. Until tomorrow, then.