2003-08-05 at 11:47 a.m.
I admit it. I've done what I thought would take forever. I've fallen in love... again.
Paul is so different from Mike. Mike rarely really spoke about God. Sometimes, he would, but that was rare. Paul talks about God as if no one else were there. He prays to God like he's in a conversation with Him. He asks me about my spiritual walk, not something Mike ever did. He's so in love with God it hurts.
And he doesn't force me to do anything I don't want to do. The kisses have been few, but sweet. I love him. With all my heart.
Sorry I've not written. Everything, yet nothing has happened. Paul let me hang out with him on his campus, always telling me "Don't come here unless you are SURE it's what God wants." I met his friends, and he introduced me as "Kenni, my best girlfriend ever." It's not like he's had many! My parents let me stay at his house one night as long as a parent or sibling was around us at all times and that we were never in another room with closed doors. I was to sleep in his little sister's floor. My parents trust me, but only because they don't know all about Mike or Zeth (and I pray they never find out!). He didn't even kiss me that night for fear it would lead to a fate worse than death.