2003-10-22 at 9:33 p.m.
It's hard to be friends once you've broken up with someone. Paul told me he was going to the area marching contest, since our band made it. I'm almost nervous. I still really like Paul and a part of me wishes we never broke up, but I had friends praying for me, and that helps... A lot. I debated whether or not to stop writing in this journal since most of the time I wrote in it I had a boyfriend, but Sarah told me to keep it, to put my thoughts in. I was reading %%diary-karensuep%%'s diary and found a quote that said "Too young to fall in love, Too old to be completely innocent. What an awkward spot to be in." I totally agree. It's scary. But I want to fall in love. That is if you don't consider Paul and Mike "love".
Someday my prince will come riding on his galliant white steed, and he will sweep me off my feet, and at last I'll be able to look into his deep, soulful eyes and say (in a lovey-dovey voice, of course!) "MY HERO!!!" **Tries not to laugh** Always in my dreams.