it's not the end... is it?
2005-05-29 at 12:02 a.m.

yesterday was graduation. i saw one of my best friends graduate and afterword, mike and i went to her house. since my parents didn't give me a curfew, i stayed the night....

and got drunk. I know i said i'd never do it and i don't know why i did. i thought it would stop after one drink... but one led to two... led to three. I stopped after like... five. I had almost three beers, two glasses of champagne and i remember everything, but i was still drunk. i laughed more than ever, and i think i disappointed my friend who was there too, not drinking. Me and mike are just friends, right? I'm not so sure after last night. I leaned my head on his shoulder and we held hands as we watched the incredibles (i didn't have any thing else to drink after we decided to watch a movie) I slept on the floor and mike went home.

I feel so bad. I need to call him and apologize. I was drunk. I never should've gotten drunk in the first place, but still....

*garsh*

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