2005-06-22 at 1:50 p.m.
**looks at her spiral notebook that holds even more of her thoughts than this journal and sighs*
I really wanna see him and talk to him. the last time he spoke, it didn't seem like we'd be able to speak often after that call. I wanna see him.
Yesterday as we drove around before leaving for six flags and i swear everywhere i looked there was james! Or at least his truck. I was going insane. The fact that Andi and her Roomie talked about their current bfs non stop didn't make it any better. I'm not *obsessed* with James, but i do miss him terribly.
Anyways, we went to six flags, but i got sick :( I think i got dehydrated, and the fact that i was dressed in black didn't help either. Even my swimsuit is black! Well, it does have some red lines and stuff on it... but still. Why did i dress in black for 100 degree weather??? Eh, i guess i'll live and learn. I'll have to buy more hang out clothes that aren't black. I saw Ian yesterday too! He looked AWESOME!
Anyways, I called in sick to work this morning because i still feel like crap... or i did this morning. now i'm fine, but i gotta get ready to go to town with mom and get some stuff for around the house.
So I'm going
bye
later
i'm gone
i mean it
later
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