2006-03-25 at 8:15 p.m.
I am sooooo confused. I was told three times in basically one day that i should be a youth leader. "You have the personality for it, Kenni!"
I also don't have a place to live. I mean, I applied to live somewhere but they felt it wouldn't be best for me and so they told me that and suggested that i'd make a great youth leader.
So here i am, confused about whether this is God's will or if it's just my crazy mind telling that this is what I want to do.... I want GOD's will, not mine, and I wanna know now!!!
GR this society where everything is "I want it this way NOW or I'll sue!!!" Well, I can't sue God, I can't sue the devil.... I might attempt to sue myself, but i wouldn't be out anything.
Man.... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Why am I not a youth leader... is it God's will I'm not or is it mine? I don't know...