2003-12-06 at 5:10 p.m.
I feel so empty right now, and I can't tell you why. I don't ever see Paul or Mike anymore, I don't really like any guys around here (unless you coung *cough*). Sarah's all into her new life with this black guy that I don't really like that much, not that I'm prejudiced! I just don't think they deserve each other. Maybe if she keeps ignoring me, I'll change my mind.
So since I don't hang out with her anymore (she's always with Jamal), I've begun to hand out with the punkers at school. I fit in with them, unlike the preps. Michele and I are about the same size so we swap clothes and shop together. How convenient! And we are practically inseperable. My parents no longer seem to care about me, not since Sandy's getting married. She's in the spotlight now as she should be.
And as you can see, I've changed... A lot. Evanescence is close to the top on my top five bands, and Avril Lavigne is my favorite singer. Unless this is all a phase, and then who knows.
And I really don't know what I believe about God and stuff. My life is a huge mess. No, I'm not on drugs, booze or tobacco... this all happened naturally, I promise.